Just One Damn Book after Another

I went to bed last night in not-unpleasant exhaustion after reaching the end of the first of seven books in Solvej Balleās On the Calculation of Volume.1 Youād think āexhaustionā would be overdoing it; my slim paperback version comes in at 135 pages, and on top of there being nothing difficult about the concepts or the language involved, Balleās straightforward prose and unflashy approach are real pleasures. But following the narrator through a yearās worth of the same day, and her attempts to figure out how to get back to the usual flow of time, left me drained. Having lived with her through one volume of this endlessness, I closed the book thinking Iām not sure I could handle another, much less six more.
My guess is that after a sufficient rest period, Iāll get to at least the second volume at some point. But the experience also got me thinking about my ambivalent relationship to series in generalāand even how that topic or concept, of a multivolume story or account that isnāt contained between the same two covers, is too broad a prospect to address in a brief consideration. Are we talking, after all, about serialized novels made available only in the order and at the usually quick pace at which theyāre released, as in so much of Dickensās original work, where youāre left hanging and eager for more at the end of every installment? Or is it the slow burn of, say, Jonathan Franzenās Key to All Mythologies series, in which only the first of a projected three volumes has been published, and if you liked that initial offering (Crossroads), youāll just have to wait, and will maybe have to go back and reread it again once volume two is out in order to retrieve your bearings?2 Or then is it the case, as it usually is with me, that youāre late to the game, and only become aware of big series like Karl Ove Knausgaardās My Struggle after the whole stack has been made available, and youāre free to devour it all without interruption?
Iāve found that itās far easier for me to stick with the entire series if theyāve been fit into a single volume. For instance, even if Robertson Daviesās spectacular Deptford Trilogy had only been available one book at a time, Iām not sure I would have gotten as much enjoyment out of it had I not been able to forget everything and just inhale it all at once. But every portion of that trilogy was delicious, and there was no question I was going to let any of it go. With less standout offerings, thoughāI wonāt be all that sad if I miss the release of the next book in Franzenās series, and I may be the only person on the planet with zero interest in continuing with Elsa Ferranteās Neapolitan Novelsāif the first one doesnāt hit me, I probably wonāt keep up with it. Thatās not any sort of surprising response, but OCD reader that I am, if everythingās been collected into one volume, I feel compelled to get to the end. Although Iāve gotten better about just dropping a book if itās not doing anything for me, itās still a colossal struggle to allow myself to part ways with something on which an individual has probably toiled long and hard; thereās an odd and probably ridiculous part of me that feels I owe this personāliving or dead, in either case whom Iāll never meet and who will never know whether I even opened their bookāthe respect of seeing their creation through to the end theyāve determined was the right one.
And hereās where I get an inkling about my discomfort or dissatisfaction or whatever unnamed ambivalence it is with series: even though whatever an authorās written is in some sense a (not nefarious) manipulation of the readerāyouāre being guided through a world, after all, and encouraged to understand it in a particular way and feel a certain way about itāthe planned stops and starts feel a little more like ringing the behaviorist bell to get you salivating and holding eagerly in position for the next treat. Well, duh: of course. Thatās how these things are supposed to work, and maybe thereās even readerly pleasure in using that empty time to speculate with self and/or others about whatās going to happen, to go over what has happened and increase your thrill the second or third time around by simple review with others. (Although Iām not much of a TV/streaming viewer, Iām guessing this is exactly what occurs with the latest hit series, whether over social media or elsewhere.) The spaces between one volume and the next might, in fact, provide time and room for a deeper overall appreciation of your experiences with the textāor, as in the case of Balleās work, time to rest up and freshen up to meet the next round.
Maybe this is where I really appreciated Knausgaardās My Struggle series: it didnāt involve a chronological progression from, say, childhood to adulthood and on to the next step along the authorās path of aging and development. Starting the next book, you didnāt know at what point you were going to land in Knausgaardās life, and the previous volume provided no cliffhangers to give you a clue. If Iām remembering correctly, most just ended without the writer having led you to expect that things were even about to come to a final stop. Had only the first of these six volumes been written, it could have stood brilliantly alone.
But you have to consider, too, the possibility that thereās a different sort of satisfaction in completing a whole series; as long as the author refrains from the usually inadvisable move of reviving a good thing thatās come to a needed end, once youāre done, youāre definitively done. The temptation, though, on the authorās part, is to go back to something that worked, and in trying to recapture that world, it ends up being watered down or beat sadly into the ground. Iāve not paid attention to any of the Harry Potter spin-offs, and where my lone televised devotion was concerned, couldnāt bear to return to Twin Peaks. Plenty of devotees probably have to deal with a bit of a void when a world theyāve come to feel is part of their own is gone (witness the über-fan you wouldnāt wish on even the most down-on-their-luck author in Stephen Kingās Misery). And that may be why I canāt help but see these grand series endings as a sort of developmental challenge for both writer and reader: to put it simplistically, a summons to acknowledge the generally Buddhist insight that you canāt stop change, and need to roll with its flow.
Over here, my usual flow involves an entire stack of books Iāve been reading alongside Balleās, so itās not too difficult to move on to the next thing. But whether just a part or a comprehensive grouping, Iām holding off for a while from the entanglements of a series.
1. Solvej Balle, On the Calculation of Volume (Book I), transl. Barbara Haveland (New York: New Directions, 2024).ā©
2. Although I'm a longtime fan of Franzenās work, this one didnāt quite click, and I think a lot of it had to do with the character history of the mother; something didnāt come together there. It might also be that Iām less invested than I used to be in the grand American novel. This was one friendās first exposure, though, to Franzen; she was so excited about it, and so mad that things came to a sudden stop, that she went out and started reading the rest of his books to tide her over until the next in the series comes out.ā©